Walk down this path for the last time.
It'll never feel the same anymore.

7 DAYS MORE TO SPM

I don't see it as 7 days more to the exam that will inadvertently decide my path in life.
I don't see it as an exam as where if I don't do well here I would loose my future.

Not bragging and shit all but I got into HELP so hell yeah.

I don't see this 7 days are a countdown to my freedom.

I see it as 7 days that we would all be together here.
For after these 7 days it won't be or feel the same anymore.

After these 7 days I'll be saying my goodbyes.
Cause well I'm not taking Form 6 and IN YOUR FACE to those who need to wear school uniforms in Form 6 while I'll be in college with my fly clothes from lala ROMP :D

*ahem ahem*
Back to my topic.

After these 7 days I'll be saying my goodbyes
Goodbyes to school uniforms.
Goodbyes to Wongkamkam ( FINALLY ALLELUIA I THOUGHT THIS DAY WOULD NEVER COME )
Goodbyes to my schools crappy yellow walls that blind me everytime i wake up from sleep during exams.

MORE IMPORTANTLY.

Goodbyes to those whose paths I may never cross again
Goodbyes to those of my awesome friends.
Goodbyes to those people who helped make my years at this crappy school worthwhile.

I mean its not the goodbyes and I have to be all sad and weepy and bawls my eyes out and hugs each other in our embrace and walks towards the sunset hand in hand.

Before I could even do that.
Reality pulls me in like how a shepherd pulls in its lost sheep.
REALIITY AS IF IN SPM.

How can I expect to be all sad and weepy for now and then doing SPM that time blank out completely.
Correct or not :D

I shall save teh sob fest for my after SPM posting :D

Come back if you want to find out the rest of it.

POSTNOTE

Just so you know.
14 year old Proton Saga's are not meant to go 150KM at Kesas Highway.
Car rides will never be the same again after you reached the 150 mark (:

BTW Happy Birthday Faez.



Awesome no?
This is like my version of top friend (:

Again I would kill for another futsal session before SPM but as we all know that would never happen


I've realize what a genius I am at studying

Yesterday while studying for my bible test I was listening to Nobody.
At night before I sleep I tried to recap what I've learned
All I could think of what

I want nobody nobody nobody but you *clap clap*


Today while studying for History I was listening to Abracadabra.
I hope I don't mix up the Tamadun's for Ga-In's dance :D

OKAY NEVERMIND THAT DID NOT RELATE ONE BIT

On a mission now to save up more monnie D:
*pushes thedramabutton x10000000*

For at the year end sale's , me and the bestfriend are going to max out whatever imaginary credit cards we have at ROMP (:

I'm sorry Helena and Jiuns but lala kids shops at lala stores (:

Then most probably gonna go to Ethnics or whatever the stores name I CANNOT REMEMBER to get the skate shoes from there.

and can someone possibly tell me why half of Malaysia is going to Australia or is already at Australia while I have bloody SPM"s to deal with ):

Screw all this.
We'll see who's laughing whens it after SPM and Imma be looking fly with my brown contacts and fly clothes from ROMP and we'd be hitting Sri Hartamas for more Japanese yo :D

and WTF I hope the school issues out the trial results soon.
I need to submit in for my college appliacation form =.="

BTW I have awesome bestfriends yo <3

Uhuh (:

This was my sooner or later thing I mention in the last post but not like anyone reads anymore heh =.="

Yeah I got scholarship from HELP University College for Foundations in Arts.
Although its not a full one but hey better than nothing?
So Imma start next January D:

No break time for me so must enjoy December with friends nicely.

I can't believe that its only or month or so till it is all over

But before I can even glace at that moment of freedom and whatnots I have a bigger issue right in front of me.

SPM.

I am now so stressed out that I feel like I am hanging on a mere tread.
Its like everything menial and little.

The best friends said that I am probably over thinking it and thats all.

But maybe so but I do have a point in over thinking it anyways.

There are just so many ' What If's ' to ask but where do all the answers come from?
Do they come from rationalization or maybe a flicker of our over imaginative instincts?

The more I question the more I find myself looking for answers and then the more I stress out.

Unnecessarily.

HOWEVER.
I'll make sure that whatever time I have left I will use it to the best I can.
I'll miss some parts of school I guess.
Minus the bitches teachers of course.

Its not all that bad.
If it was how would I have such awesome bestfriends no?
and PEERS proved to be the best thing that could ever happen in my high school life (:

If I said that I won't miss all these I would be lying for sure.
But it is time to move on and take a step forward to the future.

The future.
Taking the first step forward would mean leaving this behind.
Forever.
I'm not sure that I am ready yet.
It all seems a blur to me.

People change over the course of time.
How many a times I've seen that happen.
Right in front of my own eyes.
Change is good but not too much.
Just don't change too much on the inside (:

For now maybe all I need is a push.
To take the plunge.
To fall and no worry where I might land on.

For now.
Thats all I can say (:

Ignore the resolution. OH WAIT DON"T IGNORE. 7.2 MP :D
For some reason me and Justin have a very maniacal smile...

Finally blogging just because..... I FEEL LIKE IT :D

My blog what I can write anything I want here. Not like the ISA is coming after me or what. I doubt that their main concerns are what am I having for dinner or who's my latest korean obsession. HAH there I said it.

In this course of my absence in a month , I have ( in chronological order or at least in which I remembered I hope :D )

1) Met up with all 5 of last time's WYD 16's y/o which is now all 17 :D
2) Met up with my niecey yo <3
3) Met up with my long lost side of the family which turned out to be friends of my niece D:
4) NEARLY FAILED MY BIBLE. TWICE D:
5) Watched a horror movie while listening to David Archuleta and in the end at night. CANNOT SLEEP. Next day English Lit exam. Die or not.
6) Birthday with awesome friends who got me boxers and a pants :D
7) Met my new cousin sister in law. Very awesome. Like a small kid :D
8) Cousins wedding. 5 glass of red wine and not drunk baby :D

That should be able to sum up my one month absence I guess :D

BTW I guess I shouldn't be saying this yet but HAH IN YOUR FACE :D
( private joke meant for anonymous )

Since sooner or later you guys are going to know anyways.
Might as well it'll be soon =.="

BUT WAIT.
Camera died cannot take picture.
Next time la

HAHAHA :D

I know I am supposed to blog but I AM JUST TOO DARNED LAZY TO DO SO (:

We were young back then :D
December of 2008 was ultimately the best ever.
I just wished everything stayed the same.

LOL

I had a very awesome 2 week holiday which well flew right past me.
One was the official one , the other one was my self taken own sweet time :D

The main reason I had my long stint was cause of well studying.
and by studying I mean FACEBOOK.

I mean studying a Textbook and studying Facebook.
Still its a BOOK.
whats with the big fuss yo =.="

and LOL again cause that sounded really lame :D

SPEAKING OF LAME JOKES.

HTML - HOW TO MEET LADIES :D

I know HTML LOL :D

I'm so lame I know :D

School is back in 2 days and I haven't studied anything at alll.
Mainly cause I was on Facebook the whole time and

THIS :D

After I sold my PS2 in very vague hopes of getting a PSP I spend my time playing Pokymum D:
Yeah Nicole and the rest know of this obsession after I ripped out her brothers Pokymum comics during the outing with Adrian and when I pedo'ed with Godzilla's GBA.

I be wanting to die for Dissidia +.+

And everytime I talk to Katrina on the phone it somehow involves me getting lost in Bangsar , Damansara area.

The first was during her dinner a few weeks back and I got lost and she gave me wonderful directions to get me even more lost in Bangsar LOL :D

The 2nd was after my HELP interview where I met Timothy and Shiva from Kat's school and I got lost trying to find a taxi to get me to uncles place at Bukit Damansara.

OH YEAH FORGOTTEN.
We both not got lost la but we both missed a train at Marrickville and had to wait and got slightly lost at Circular Quay while waiting for Grace and the rest to show up :D